i was drunk last night, my friend joy was celebrating her birthday at OASIS bar.
I was a little bit sad, because i still missing someone, i really missed my SIOPAO
so much. Its been 3 months that we havn’t see each other, christmas, new year
passed without seeing each other. My heart is full of sadness and heartache„ i’m
still waiting for something would happen between us. I’m Still waiting for his promises
to happen. Loving him so much is such a stupidity, he is a married man, but still im
hoping to be with him for the right time. Even i’m so hurt.I miss his touch his caring..
i dont want to cry and cry… My mind told me to stop what i felt for him..dont wait
for nothing. Moving on for what i am right now.. without him is so hard for me.
Haysss….I miss him so much..
Today i decided to text him, i t was the end for us.
I never thought that in a short span of time, i finally
realized that i love him already, before i was trully
not cared enough the feelings that he felt for me
i always ignore his thoughtfulness, caring and love.
But now i miss him so much… but the end is now
i never gonna turn back the hands of time to feel
the love for him. I’m so proud of him , the he passed
in my life with happiness and joy.. Thank you so much
To you: M. A. my Siopao
I OWE YOU
You believe, that l’ve changed your life forever
And you’re never gonna find another somebody like me.
And you wish, you had more than just a lifetime to give back all
I’ve given you and that’s what you believe.
But I owe you the sunlight in the morning
And the nights of honest lovin that time can’t take away.
And I owe you more than life now, more than ever
I know that it’s the sweetest debt I’ll ever have to pay.
I’m amazed when you say it’s me you live for
You know that when I’m holding you you’re right where you belong
And my love, I can’t help but smile with wonder.
When you tell me all I’ve done for you ‘Cause I’ve known all
along. But I owe you the sunlight in the morning
And the nights of honest loving that time can’t take away.
And I owe you more than life now, more than ever
I know that it’s the sweetest debt I’ll ever have to pay.
‘Cause I owe you the sunlight in the morning
And the nights of honest loving that time can’t take away. And
I owe you more than life now, more than ever
I know that it’s the sweetest debt I’ll ever have to pay.
I REALLY LOVE THIS SONG, FINALLY I FOUND THE LYRICS!!
I missed my tumblr…after how many days that i haven’t open my dashboard. I got deppressed for many days..becoz of the two people who ruined my whole life… they were so stupid enough to know their personality…i hope they much happy now for what they did..
But now i am totally okay at the same time no anger, bitterness in my heart. My friends told me that sana di ko na lang sila pinansin pra di umabot sa ganito. But about what happened , i feel so strong enough to face them. i am so thankful to
god who make me strong, who always been there for me for his comfort, everytime
i’m so weak..THANK YOU JESUS, FOR THE LOVE AND COMFORT!!!
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Because of what u did, im strong enough to face you both again.
I never regret those words i said, words with full of meaning..that
triggers in your heart.. I hope someday u will be the one in my
position at ako nmn ang tatawa..
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